In the quiet of night, I was thinking a lots, my future, my job situation, my family and my friends.
I'm upset right now but I'm being pretend that I'm tough and strong! Pretending is really a pain. I was getting lost my smile, my optimistic, my brave and EVERYTHING!!
I'm feeling bad right now. I feels that I'm all alone here. Facebook already wasn't such a great place to release. I'm now realized. I can't stand for it anymore, I was totally crashed. I needs a brand of myself. I really needed!!! However, I do believes I could find out my way in the right time!
Besides, one of my best friends (can't tell who is the person) who I really cares is in the hospital now. I wish my best friend can really fully discharge very soon. I'm praying harder and harder for my best friend. What I can do for my best friend is send my supports, my cares, my thoughts! This is only the way that I could do.
